Monday, April 25, 2011

all over the place

That describes me these past months. Involved to the limit of my physical ability. Then the inevitable crash, which I am still recovering from. Recovery isn't the right word. Its a poor approximation and a dissappointing understatement. These past months have been a search.

So what was I looking for, and what did I find?

I was looking fir a new team to be part of. Also for a way to give of myself to the world, and to help some people suffer less, and last but not least to suffer less myself. This last was the reason I studied Reiki. I needed to heal myself.

And so, I became a Reiki Master. I healed. I helped others to heal. It gives me so much peace to have this way of serving others. But that was long ago, and now is a different time. I found a way to serve through healing, but it was never appealing to me as a primary means of serving. It's just too quiet. I like some action too.

So I also found PJALS. So that was the end of having too much time on my hands. I'm learning to keep it manageable.

And here I am. Overweight, stoned on medical marijuana, fascinated with world affairs and politics, outraged at them who run things for letting it get fubar like this.

So I'm back to Blogging. This can only be a good thing. The energy is shifting and the focus turning inward. Sometimes that's the scariest place to go. But as I get older, I find less upset within, and I very much like that development.
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